Thursday, October 31, 2013

Rosmar

Winds of the Winter smash themselves on me making my face feel like a punching bag. I have tried to figure out the taboos behind your hazel eyes but i just get lost with no new path where to start. I question myself sometimes was it you or was it me the reason we are apart? is evil the force that had driven us apart?! The sea may separate us but in the night you invade my mind almost touching my heart. I feel that our souls become one and our love is unbreakable. Strong as a rock tough as a titan. I'll wait upon the stars because I know that our love is true love. I prayed and asked is this a punishment from God that we are so far apart. I think that I will not be able  to handle such heavy load but when I see your face wondering in my mind i giggle , laugh , and smile. Then I say to myself shake it off , don't give up.

Monday, October 28, 2013

Thinking in the boat

I'm not going to lie.I can't , I just simply don't know how. Oh Lord! please give me strength to tolerate the evil that I have lived. I belonged to no one who belong to everyone , who Had nothing who wanted all. Driven by the wind like a paper boat. Launched  towards the sky just like a rocketship. Floating in the sea like a rough piece of wood whom the currents of the sea moves and moves. And at the end of the Horizon is the sunset and me. Like best friends listening to each others ills that afflict our soul. There goes the story of something that was meant to be but it didn't.

Saturday, October 19, 2013

CoCo

“The best thing in life are free. The second best are very expensive.” 
                          -CoCo Chanel

Wednesday, October 16, 2013

ROSE

Sparkles in your eyes , weird movements in your belly ,confusion in your mind , stuttering you are. Your heart goes fast as a jungle drum and your breathing becomes slow. You looked down and blushed just like a new born in the sun. The more you hear , the more you see , the more shy you become. I wonder if you know what i'm   talking about?... Is a love struck!! . However , there's the dark silent side that no one talks about , the side that hurts , the side that turns your hugs and kisses into sharp needles. The anger against that beloved it. The jealousy that makes you do crazy things. Harmful thoughts that are in your mind and are transported by the blood. Red , gray , black , dawn. A twilight that has come to my mind and soul. As a breeze driven by evil my love towards you has turn to a delightful hate. Which is seeking to smash you heart just like you did to mine.  

Thursday, October 10, 2013

Xight

Xight ,Goddesses of night!
Moon and stars.
A daughter of Zeus and lashia , a mortal.
Lover of beauty and passion.
Who feels comforter to others.
Who needs a lover to share the stars.
Who fears war , evil and Hades.
Who gives consoler to broken heart lovers , that wonder in the night.
Who would like to give her sparkle glow to those that are sad.



Tuesday, October 8, 2013

5:00pm

I wanna kiss you under water , i wanna feel the warmth of your skin , Your touch, your lips , your whispers in my ears.The sand between my toes the sun kissing my skin. the tic tac of our live past and past with the blink of an eye but the fastest it goes the further you are. Raise my hand to the sky trying to hold the stars but just like your love is impossible to grab.

Sunday, October 6, 2013

Smooth Criminal

Your living your life happy as a child , then just like a storm he comes and struck you down. It hits you like a sun rays right on your face but instead of covering you eyes you enjoy the brightness of it. You are fascinated about him. Why? Its because he is funny or because your lonely?! Very confused thoughts that are crossing trough your mind. My father will call that an effect of a “smooth criminal” but don't feel ashamed is not only your fault. Just like taking a candy away from a baby easy as that he makes you think that he will choose and stay with you , but I beat you that you are still waiting for him. Well you are not waiting for him honey! Thats why you must be smart and do NOT let your heart confused you because it contributes with the headfucking games that men and women play. The one that makes you see things when theres nothing there.  

10:00pm

A big room with a small table.
A box on the table
Half black , half white.
It seems seal but is not.
You open the box but there's nothing inside.
Emptiness and and loneliness thats how we all feel sometimes. 

Friday, October 4, 2013

Wonders of the afternoon

Vintage nights of October , Leaves on the streets.
Orange,red,yellow and a few green.
Meanwhile im still here.
Did you really care about me?
When was the last time you though about me?
How does it feel to pretend that you dont care?
I wonder if you think about me.
I wish i could read minds but i am a fraid of finding out that you really don't care. Games and more games!
What happen to the night talks red as an apple hard as a rock. Woow if i could only......... Why did you did this to me? Im standing here just like a sad tree that the snow had destroyed the leaves . 

Wednesday, October 2, 2013

Misogyny is a coward

Pink flowers of the spring,
White on me and shining ring.
She smile and laugh with the love of her life unknowing the hiding monster inside.
Black flowers of the winter,
I headstone on the ground showing the pain is gone.