Monday, December 30, 2013

RIRI

RIRI

By Diana German

Sunday, December 29, 2013

Dark sky

Sky is crying ; you can see it. Is gray and foggy. Suddently you feel the same way. Your dreams and beliefs shuts down and the monsters inside awake. The shame turns to pleasure,the sins look good and the inside silence is known. It's a bitter sweet  feeling , you enjoy it and at the same time hate it. It's fine to let your demons out we all turn mad sometimes. There's evil inside all of us. We are living in the kingdom of badness. Wickedness is all around. Indeed, you still have a choice. Are you in control of your demons?

Wednesday, December 18, 2013

Natalia

Shine,shine,shine one more time. Your spark are full of life. Sunrays are small as sand compare to you. The brightness in your eyes squander splendor. Tinkerbell twin, you leave behind a magic powder that we must follow. Just like a new born full of life,hope, and faith. In the nights you shine like the moon with the four sisters by your side.

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

Jhon

Sitting in the bench watching the sunset going away. My head lays down on your shoulder , your hands are tangled with mine. Soft as the wind your lips touched mine. Talked...laugh...silent. The night falls on our back. In the darkness of the night our soul became one. Your lips caressed my skin , my hands caressed your body. It was a bittersweet pleasure because from happiness come tears and broken hearts.

Monday, November 18, 2013

Back to me

You always come in the night and no matter how many times I say no you look at me in The eye,smile, and I fall into your arms. I'm with you but I feel like I don't know you, Like there's something you're are not telling me. I don't even know where you come from. But I'm still here. One night you came home with a different Sparks in your eyes and it wasn't for me. I saw the lies in your eyes and felt the betrayal and your lips. I say to myself screw everything I want you out of my life. After the dawn,earthquake and storm You knock on my door and with no shame i let you in. He was like a ghost with disappear in the wind,who always comes back to me. My life was a table game with only two players and no game over. I ask him why do you always come back for me? Why don't you stay with her? You choose her , why bother me? He replied to me “ Cause you are my light at the end of the Tunnel, In your eyes I see the peace that my soul do not have. Because i'm inside you and you are inside of me. You struck into me right under my skin.”

Friday, November 8, 2013

Mirror,mirror

Look in the mirror and what do you see? 
Look deeper is not only physical , you are more than collarbones , boobs , skinny arms , harrow waist, hipbones , gap , lean legs , and small butt , thats what I tell myself all the time. You don't need to hide yourself in clothes you are beautiful in all the ways. Your morals and values count and a lot. Is hard to accept that fact when you have meat barbies on you side but life is not a beauty pageant. You should be able to make a man smile with your clothes on. For the girls be happy with what you have for the boys if you do not look like a Calvin Klein model don't expect women to look like a Victoria Secret Angel. 

Thursday, October 31, 2013

Rosmar

Winds of the Winter smash themselves on me making my face feel like a punching bag. I have tried to figure out the taboos behind your hazel eyes but i just get lost with no new path where to start. I question myself sometimes was it you or was it me the reason we are apart? is evil the force that had driven us apart?! The sea may separate us but in the night you invade my mind almost touching my heart. I feel that our souls become one and our love is unbreakable. Strong as a rock tough as a titan. I'll wait upon the stars because I know that our love is true love. I prayed and asked is this a punishment from God that we are so far apart. I think that I will not be able  to handle such heavy load but when I see your face wondering in my mind i giggle , laugh , and smile. Then I say to myself shake it off , don't give up.

Monday, October 28, 2013

Thinking in the boat

I'm not going to lie.I can't , I just simply don't know how. Oh Lord! please give me strength to tolerate the evil that I have lived. I belonged to no one who belong to everyone , who Had nothing who wanted all. Driven by the wind like a paper boat. Launched  towards the sky just like a rocketship. Floating in the sea like a rough piece of wood whom the currents of the sea moves and moves. And at the end of the Horizon is the sunset and me. Like best friends listening to each others ills that afflict our soul. There goes the story of something that was meant to be but it didn't.

Saturday, October 19, 2013

CoCo

“The best thing in life are free. The second best are very expensive.” 
                          -CoCo Chanel

Wednesday, October 16, 2013

ROSE

Sparkles in your eyes , weird movements in your belly ,confusion in your mind , stuttering you are. Your heart goes fast as a jungle drum and your breathing becomes slow. You looked down and blushed just like a new born in the sun. The more you hear , the more you see , the more shy you become. I wonder if you know what i'm   talking about?... Is a love struck!! . However , there's the dark silent side that no one talks about , the side that hurts , the side that turns your hugs and kisses into sharp needles. The anger against that beloved it. The jealousy that makes you do crazy things. Harmful thoughts that are in your mind and are transported by the blood. Red , gray , black , dawn. A twilight that has come to my mind and soul. As a breeze driven by evil my love towards you has turn to a delightful hate. Which is seeking to smash you heart just like you did to mine.  

Thursday, October 10, 2013

Xight

Xight ,Goddesses of night!
Moon and stars.
A daughter of Zeus and lashia , a mortal.
Lover of beauty and passion.
Who feels comforter to others.
Who needs a lover to share the stars.
Who fears war , evil and Hades.
Who gives consoler to broken heart lovers , that wonder in the night.
Who would like to give her sparkle glow to those that are sad.



Tuesday, October 8, 2013

5:00pm

I wanna kiss you under water , i wanna feel the warmth of your skin , Your touch, your lips , your whispers in my ears.The sand between my toes the sun kissing my skin. the tic tac of our live past and past with the blink of an eye but the fastest it goes the further you are. Raise my hand to the sky trying to hold the stars but just like your love is impossible to grab.

Sunday, October 6, 2013

Smooth Criminal

Your living your life happy as a child , then just like a storm he comes and struck you down. It hits you like a sun rays right on your face but instead of covering you eyes you enjoy the brightness of it. You are fascinated about him. Why? Its because he is funny or because your lonely?! Very confused thoughts that are crossing trough your mind. My father will call that an effect of a “smooth criminal” but don't feel ashamed is not only your fault. Just like taking a candy away from a baby easy as that he makes you think that he will choose and stay with you , but I beat you that you are still waiting for him. Well you are not waiting for him honey! Thats why you must be smart and do NOT let your heart confused you because it contributes with the headfucking games that men and women play. The one that makes you see things when theres nothing there.  

10:00pm

A big room with a small table.
A box on the table
Half black , half white.
It seems seal but is not.
You open the box but there's nothing inside.
Emptiness and and loneliness thats how we all feel sometimes. 

Friday, October 4, 2013

Wonders of the afternoon

Vintage nights of October , Leaves on the streets.
Orange,red,yellow and a few green.
Meanwhile im still here.
Did you really care about me?
When was the last time you though about me?
How does it feel to pretend that you dont care?
I wonder if you think about me.
I wish i could read minds but i am a fraid of finding out that you really don't care. Games and more games!
What happen to the night talks red as an apple hard as a rock. Woow if i could only......... Why did you did this to me? Im standing here just like a sad tree that the snow had destroyed the leaves . 

Wednesday, October 2, 2013

Misogyny is a coward

Pink flowers of the spring,
White on me and shining ring.
She smile and laugh with the love of her life unknowing the hiding monster inside.
Black flowers of the winter,
I headstone on the ground showing the pain is gone.

Monday, September 30, 2013

What could it be!!

The grown ups said that love is something indescribable. A feeling that you cant explain , a burning sensation that it goes from your toes to your head and for last but not least at the same time can be cold as ice. Danger?! Is it dangerous to love and be loved? Of course i would say but why? Theres something inside your chest that is like the motor of your body and the gasoline that makes it run is love , excitements   and experiences but what happen to those components when you get stab right in the the middle of your chest , what happens when you feel the cold of pure iron steelthat doesn't   let your blood flow , that creates a knot in your throat and makes your mind go blank while raining eyes of crystal drop on your skin. Its a heart break or what you call love? I would call it sacrifice. A sacrifice of kissing the pain that someone cause. 

Saturday, September 28, 2013

Thoughts of the night

I have discover that Human nature will always control you no matter how hard you try. To be more clear it is in your blood. Loyalty and fidelity such a strong values  which can be broken so easily by your ego and personal desires. They say that success brings satisfaction but Satisfaction is a betrayal of your actions You may not feel it now but like the wind it will easily blow away. I hardly believe in love because when I person obtain the success of being with their love It comes the satisfaction  of love and sex but like i have said it is easily replace by someone else  or something. What means that it will never last for long or ever. In addition , just like life  full of joy and happiness does it last for all ?!!

Burning Desire

Is until now that i get to understand a song that I like. I understood the true meaning of a “burning desire” Yes a burning desire. In my case I feel my blood pumping and rising ,my beat goes faster , a knot in my throat that doesn't let me talk , cant swallow my saliva it feels like my heart goes down to my vagina , images start popping in my mind and it all ends with a discover: A simple touch that gives my body goods bumps and makes me breath hardly through my mouth. A burning desire it's a ball of flame inside you, a feeling , a dream , an action that you hide. I wonder who will discover the turning point which start in your mind and ends up in a stranger hands.